Everything is energy and energy requires balance. Therefore, what you think you create. How you think about yourself determines your life experience.
Why carry disappointment? Let go of the past. The past is only good for learning lessons. Learn the lesson and then move on. Leave the baggage behind. You can’t fly with heavy energy.
The lesson of the hawk is to soar on the wind of life. To soar, a hawk has to be light and in perfect balance. This is what all of the bird symbols teach.
Same with life. Balancing requires constant effort to let go of heavy energy while discipline is needed to consciously choose to protect your energy and raise your vibration to light in order to soar. When you can soar on the flow and winds of life then you will know that you are manifesting and creating the life’s purpose that you came to accomplish.